Everyone Deserves Happiness
I can’t be the only person out there who thinks they’re never going to find someone to love them. In fact, I know I’m not. People go through these same emotions every single day.
My difference? My days feel numbered.
Every time I head to another appointment, another treatment, another procedure, it feels like I simply never get good news. It should be fine. I should be in remission. I should be getting better.
But I’m not.
I am so positive, so strong, so capable. All day. Every day. It’s getting harder. It feels like I’m at battle with myself day in and day out. Not sure of what I actually need. What I actually want.
I just need someone to put their head on my shoulder and tell me it’s going to be okay. Just once.